Is My Desire to Become an Entrepreneur Not Strong Enough Yet?

First, I want to thank you for your teachings over the years. I don’t think I’ve listened to anyone else for so many hours. I’m grateful for my job, but I’m also sick and tired of it. You speak about negative emotions and how they help us focus on what we want so we can create it. Every time I feel frustrated and want to quit, my gratitude returns, and I continue working. I wonder: Am I not angry enough yet? Or is my desire to become an entrepreneur not strong enough? Also, is it impossible to feel both gratitude and frustration at the same time? Can you clarify what I’m experiencing?